this thought of how did I get here
why am I here now, stuck
I know really
although I don't want to be reminded
one day
I will be safe again
these threats will not exist
somehow that lightness will come back
perhaps I've never had it
maybe only distant memories
from a long long time ago
floating on wheels to 80's music
sometimes I think people have children
to find this again
this may be fine for them, and it is
but it is not the way for me
I must stop with the restrictions
the days are numbered
in more ways than one
This fills me with a profound sense of sadness. But there is a hint of determination to it as well. Good stuff!
ReplyDeleteJoey took the words out of my mouth
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